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Post by cradleman on May 18, 2010 19:39:00 GMT -6
He smokes pot and drinks. That's high school. So then college is...? coke and meth. duh. (I kid, though, i am against drugs)
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 19, 2010 15:47:52 GMT -6
Why am I so angry and upset??
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Post by cradleman on May 19, 2010 15:51:54 GMT -6
I don't know. did a friend betray you?
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 19, 2010 21:52:54 GMT -6
Several did. In one day. But that happened AFTER I was upset and angry.
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Post by cradleman on May 19, 2010 22:23:42 GMT -6
wow. i'm sorry.
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 19, 2010 22:52:06 GMT -6
Don't be. I'm just annoyed that no one gives a damn that I'm annoyed.
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 21, 2010 6:48:39 GMT -6
Well, I'm back in school today. Took yesterday off as a mental health day, and just went to the Thespian Dinner last night. (I was inducted! ) And yet, I'm STILL not feeling at my best.... Just been very depressed, with random bursts of anger when I want to punch something. I may have another breakdown, like the one on Wednesday, when I went on a huge pent-up rage in the Pit, tossing platforms all over the place, dumping the trash can on the floor, flipping the lounge chair over, hitting everything incessantly, cutting my left ankle, bruising my right ankle, hitting my nose, and finally collapsing on the sex couch in complete hysteria. There were two guys down there with me. One of them I'm friends with, though not that close. I pretty much just went all out, telling him off for his cocky attitude (he DOES have an annoyingly cocky attitude - he seems to think that he's the only one who does anything), and now we're both pissed off at each other. The other guy is one of my best friends. I'm not going to lie - he really started to get on my nerves. While I was obviously upset, he was just complaining and getting irritated, telling me off, etc. We've made up now, but, yeah.... What ended the breakdown was after he left (he couldn't take any more of it) and I collapsed on the sex couch, this got this other guy - real big guy, we all thought he was on steroids - and he came down to help me out. Then when I got home, I saw one of my closest friends was on facebook. But since she's annoying, she likes to block me, claiming that she blocks her drama group because it's her biggest group and it slows down her computer, and no she can't put me in another group because she met me in drama. So I see an update she made a few minutes ago, and I message her, asking to talk to me, explaining I really need to talk to someone. She doesn't want to, because she does that to piss me off. I tell her that I'm angry and upset and I don't know why. Her response: "okay?" So I say "Fine. Screw you," x out, and spend the rest of the night in bed, telling my mom I have a headache. What the hell is wrong with me?
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Post by cradleman on May 21, 2010 10:28:11 GMT -6
nothing, you are a normal teenager. been through stuff like that before. it will go away eventually.
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 21, 2010 14:25:48 GMT -6
Have you gone through stuff like that without knowing why?
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Post by cradleman on May 21, 2010 15:55:49 GMT -6
yup. a couple times. eventually you just get over it. it's a part of life.
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 21, 2010 22:28:58 GMT -6
One minute you're depressed for no reason, the next minute you're having a grand time in Improv, the next you're in a yelling fit with your best friend, the next your pants fall down on the way into the house. There's no rhyme or rhythm to these things. Everything's just so random! Why can't life make sense??
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 21, 2010 23:25:11 GMT -6
My heart literally just dropped into my stomach. My friend thinks I facebook-stalk her. I don't. I get her statuses on my newsfeed. But I had to stop it before it got out of hand, so now we aren't friends on facebook. I feel like I just lost my closest friend. For good.
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Post by cradleman on May 21, 2010 23:37:23 GMT -6
that's odd. for one thing, if you put stuff up on facebook, expect people to read it. for another why wouldn't she believe that you just get updates on your homepage? that makes no sense(then again, girl never do)
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 22, 2010 9:52:47 GMT -6
Well, she doesn't get my updates I'm assuming because she blocked me along with the rest of her drama group. She says it slows down her computer. And no, she can't just put me in another group.
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 22, 2010 12:00:34 GMT -6
What's the point of friends if they're never around when you need them?
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Post by zane on May 23, 2010 20:04:54 GMT -6
Trophies.
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Post by zane on May 23, 2010 20:08:40 GMT -6
Cannon Fodder? Bags of skin to take your anger out on? Assholes who take what you offer and leave when you ask? So many words. And all describe one thing.
Friends. Right?
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 23, 2010 20:46:09 GMT -6
You sound like a did a few weeks ago, when I had that episode of "People suck and I hate everybody." Too bad that didn't last....
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Post by spideyfan914 on May 24, 2010 16:39:19 GMT -6
So, the latest sucky news in my sucky life:
I have this good friend - I've mentioned him before, I believe under the guise of "Robert." Well, he's pretty cool, and he likes Spider-Man (he's more up-to-date than I am, but hasn't read as many back issues). Also, his family is completely awesome - he's actually my go-to guy for rides home because of that. Well, I was trying to hang out with him this past weekend, but he couldn't for some reason. So today I go into school and find out that his parents are mad at me. They think I've been a bad friend. I don't know what they're talking about, and neither does he. But this is NOT what I needed right now!
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Post by cradleman on May 24, 2010 16:41:05 GMT -6
parents of friends are often an annoyance.
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